Meri Naadan Mohhabat

Meri umr kreeb 28 saal he.or ek company me clerk hu.ek din sham ko office se jaldi ghar ja raha tha.raste me achanak ek boll mere sine pr lgi.mene njr utha kr dekha to ek ghar ki chatt pr ek 15 sala ladki or ek 10 sala ladka khade the,jo ki shayad khel rahe hoge or unki boll muje aakr lgi.mene vo boll uthai or unki taraf fekte hue kaha ki dhiyaan rakhkar khelo, kisi ko lag jaegi.vo kuch bhi nahi bole.or meri taraf dekhte rahe.fir me jane lga.kafi door jakar mene socha ki kya baat ho skti he ye bache muje bde gor se dekh rahe the.isi kashmakash me mene palat kar dekha,to mene paya ki vo door se abhi tak bhi muje dekh rahe the.fir me chala gya.or apne ghar aakar apne kamo me mashruf ho gya.dusre din me raat ko 9 bje vahi se nikla , to mene dekha ki vo 15 sala ladki chatt pr khadi kisi ka intijaar kar rahi thi.mene gujarte hue ek baar uski taraf dekha, to paya ki vo bde hi gor se meri taraf dekh rahi he.muje esa mahsus hua ki shayad vo mera hi intijaar kar rahi thi.khaer me chup chap vaha se chala gya.mene is baat ko normal hi liya.tisre din office me jyada kaam hone ki vajah se me raat 11 bje faarig hua.or ghar ki taraf jane lga.to mene dekha ki vahi ladki chatt pr bethi mera intijaar kar rahi he.me herat bhari nigaho se use dekhta hua chala gya.ab raat ko mera sona bhi dushvaar ho gya.sochta raha ki ye ladki jiski umr mujse aadhi bhi nahi he,ye kyu mera intijaar karti he ? aakhir kya baat he,ye rojana muje mohabbat bhari nigaho se kyu dekhti he.or ye kya chahti he.inhi khayalo me me kb nind ki aagosh me chala gya muje pta bhi nahi chala.is tarah ye silsila kai maah tak chala me rojana office se ghar ko jata or dekhta raaste me vhi ladki apne ghar ki chatt pr mera intijaar kar rahi hoti.use ye bhi malum tha ki juma ko meri chutti rahti he isliye vo juma ko intijaar nahi karti.muje bhi pta nhi kya ho gya ki gujarte hue me uski chatt pr na chahte hue bhi jarur dekhta. Ek baar raat ko me office se lot raha tha to mene us ladki ki chatt pr dekha mgr vo njr nhi aai.fir meri najar uske ghar ke darvaje pr pdi , mene dekha ki vo darvaje pr khadi shayad mera hi intijaar kar rahi thi.muje aata dekh kar vo meri taraf aane lgi.or mere paas aakar ek letter meri taraf badhate hue boli ki ye lo, ye aapke liye he.mene pucha ki ye kya he ? to vo boli ki ise ghar jakar padhna sab samaj me aa jaega.mene kuch soch kar vo letter leliya.or chalne lga.ghar pahuchte hi mene jaldi se us letter ko khola or dekha , to meri aankhe fti ki fti rah gai , usme likha tha '' E ajnbi insaan, jb se aapko dekha he aap hi ke khayalo me gum hu.jis din aapka didaar nhi hota vo din meri jindgi ka sbse bekaar din hota he.rojana aapke didaar se apni aankho ki pyaas bujhati hu.or aapke didaar ke liye din bhar raat ke aane ka intijaar karti hu.har vkt aapke khayalo me gum rahti hu, khana pina khelna kuch bhi acha nhi lagta.ise me kya kahu , mohbbt ka naam dugi to shayad aapko bura lag jae.ki aapki or meri umr me bahut jyada frk he.mgr pyaar umr ko nhi dekhta , dil ko or uske jajbaat ko dekhta he.me nhi jaanti ki aap mujse mohabbat karege ya nhi mgr me aapse behad mohabbat karne lgi hu.agr muje apni mohabbat ke kaabil samjho to mere letter ka javab jarur dena.ye letter padhkar me sochta hi rah gya , ye nadani he ya pyaar ? vo ladki abhi tk bachi he,fir usne ye sb kese kiya kyu kiya.isi tarah sochte sochte muje nind aagai.ye pyaar nhi blki ye to bachpna he,nadani he.mene socha ki kru bhi to kya kru.fir isme muje apni bhi kuch galtiya njr aai,vo ye ki kyu me rojana vaha se gujarta hu.or kyu meri najar use dekhti he.muje apne upr sarmindgi mahsus hui.fir mene socha ki isko samjhana chahiye.mene ek javabi letter likha jisme mene usse akele me milne ki khvahish ka ijhaar kiya.vo padhkar bahut khush hui.or milne ko razi ho gai.ek park me ham dopahar ke vkt mile.mene use kaha ki dekho abhi tum bahut choti ho, tumhari in sab chijo ki umr nhi he.to vo boli ki pyaar umr nhi dekhta.mene kaha ki jise tum pyaar ka naam deti ho vo pyaar nhi , blki naadani he, bachpna he.vo boli ki aap mujse pyaar karte he ya nhi me nhi jaanti , mgr me aapse apni jaan se jyada mohabbat karti hu.mene use har tariqe se samjhane ki koshishe ki mgr vo km umr ladki meri har baat ka javab dekar muje khamosh kar deti.aakhir me mene kaha ki aaj ke baad me us raaste se nhi gujruga, jaha tum rahti ho.vo boli ki me fir bhi intijaar karugi.fir vo chali gai.or me bhi ghar aa gya.me har vkt yahi sochta rahta ki iski nadani iski jindgi barbaad kar degi, ye bachi samajhne ke liye bilkul teyaar nhi.me kai din tak us raste se nhi jata jaha pr uska ghar aata tha.fir mere ek dost ne ek din mujse kaha ki yaar ghar jate hue me raste me ek ladki ko chatt pr udaas udaas bethe dekhta hu,vo rojana jese kisi ke intijaar me aankhe bichae bethi rahti he.raat ko 12 bje tk vo ese hi apne ghar ki chatt pr bethi niche dekhti rahti he.ye sunkar mera dil pasiz gya , or aankho se aansu bahne lge.me samajh gya ki ye vo hi nadaan ladki he , or vo mera intijaar karti rahti he.us din me bhi usi raaste se nikla , muje aata dekh kar vo khushi se jhumne lgi.mene uski udaas aankho me ek nai chamak dekhi.us manjar ko me bayaan nhi kar sakta ki uski khushi ka aalam kya tha.mene ek njr dekha fir najre nichi karke chala gya.mgr ye sara maamla mera picha nhi chod raha tha.baar baar na chahte hue bhi khayaal uski taraf chale jate.dusre din me scuter pr kahi ja raha tha , or inhi khayalo me gum sochta hua ja raha tha , ki achanak ek taxi se takra gya.or mera ek hath jakhmi ho gya.drd jyada hone ki vjaah se doctor ne hath pr patti bandh di thi.dusre din me raat office se usi raaste se gujra , to dekha ki vo ladki chatt pr usi tarah bethi he.uski najar mere hath pr pdi , jispar patti bandhi hui thi.vo dorkar niche aai.or chup chap mere piche piche chalne lgi.fir ek sunsaan jagah dekhkar usne kaha ki rukiye to………… me ruka.usne pucha ki ye chot kese aai.mene kaha ki kal axident ho gya tha.ye sunkar uske chahre ka rng ud gya.or boli ki jyada chot to nhi aai ? to mene gusse me kaha ki ye sab tumhari vjaah se hua he.or me gusse me jaldi jaldi kadam badhata hua chala gya.mene mahsus kiya ki vo roti hui vapas chali gai.muje ghar jakar apni baat ka behad dukh hua.mene socha ki yaar mene kyu us maasum ladki ka dil dukha diya , muje esa nhi karna chahiye tha.fir mene ek letter uske naam likha jisme mene usse kal vali baat ki mafi maangi,or socha ki kal office se vapas aate vkt use deduga.dusre din jb me office se us raaste se gujra , to ye dekh kar mere hosh ud gye ki us ladki ke hath pr bhi patti bandhi hui thi.me kuch sochta hua kuch door gya , mene piche kisi ke kadmo ki aahat suni.palat kar dekha to vo ladki khadi thi.mene usse pucha ki ye tumhare hath ko kya ho gya ? to vo bdi masumiyat se boli ki meri vajaah se aapka axident hua , isi liye aaj mene apne hath ko bhi jakhmi kar liya.ye sunkar mere to havaash hi jate rahe.fir vo boli ki in hatho ko mene isliye bhi jakhmi kiya he taki muje apne mahboob ki takleef ka ahsaas ho ske.mene usse kaha ki ye paagalpan he , vo boli ki nhi ye sacha pyaar he.fir me chala gya.pr raat bhar uski divangi meri aankho ke saamne ghumti rahi.me kya kru is nadaan ladki ka ? isko har tariqe se samjha kar dekh liya mgr iske dimaag me kuch aata hi nhi.agr ye isi tarah karti rahi to , me bhi badnaam ho jauga or iska to pta nhi kya hoga.mene ye fesla kiya ki iske ma baap se baat karni chahiye shayad vo iski bimari ka ilaaz kar ske.me himmat karke din me uske ghar gya or uske ammi papa se hath jodkar kahne lga ki aap muje galat mt samajhna , or meri baato ka bura maanne ke bajaay us pr gor karna.fir mene unko sari kahani bta di.meri bate sunne ke baad uske valid bole ki shukriya janaab , ki aapne hme vkt pr sab kuch bta diya ,vrna ham to badnaam ho jate.vo meri bato ka bilkul bura nhi mane.or muje ba khair rukhsat kiya.muje darvaje tk pahucha kar vo andar gye or jate hi unhone us ladki ko buri tarah se maarna suru kiya.vo ladki be tahasha ro rahi thi, or kah rahi thi ki baba aap muje jaan se maar de mgr me us shakhs se mohabbat karti rahugi.or uske ma baap use maarte rahe.me apne ghar chala gya.mgr muje bahut jyada dukh ho raha tha , ki me kesa jaalim hu ki jo mere liye apni jaan ki bhi fiqr nhi kar rahi me use uske ma baap se pitva raha hu , jese ki me hi use apne se mohabbat karne ki sza dila raha tha.mera dil bahut dukhi hua.lekin me bhi to kya karta , vo ladki jiski umr mujse aadhi he jo meri mohabbat me paagal hue ja rahi thi.use raasta dikhane ke liye , or use is bimari or nadani se bachane ke liye majbur hokar muje ye kadam uthana pda.khair fir mene us raaste se gujarna hi chod diya.kaafi din gujar gye.mere ghar valo ne meri mangni bhi kar di , mgr na jane kyu vo nadaan ladki ka maasum chehra har vkt meri najro se saamne ghumta rahta.raat ko sota to uska meri khatir apne hath ko jakhmi karna , meri khatir apne ghar valo se maar khana ye sab muje yaad aata , or meri aankho se aansu bahne lagte.kya koi kisi se itni mohabbat kar sakti he jitni us nadaan ne mujse ki.na jane kyu mera dil uski taraf khichne lga.uske liye mere dil me bhi itna sara pyaar umd aaya.kuch bhi ho us ladki ne mujse sacha pyaar kiya he.isi tarah sochte hue din gujarne lge.or me na chahte hue bhi us nadaan ki taraf khichta chala gya..or me bhi usse mohabbat karne lga.ek din me office me kaam kar raha tha , itne me usi ladki ka baap muje talaash karta hua aaya , or bola ki Babuji jra bahar aana.me dr gya ki kya ho gya , or me uske sath bahar gya.bahar aakar usne btaya ki meri beti ko na jane kese pta chal gya ki aapki mangni ho gai he , use is baat ka bahut hi jyada sadma pahucha.or usne khana pina sab chod diya , is vajaah se uski haalat bahut jyada kharaab ho gai.hamne use hospital me admit karvaya he.behoshi me aapko hi yaad kar rahi he , doctors ne kaha ki is shakhs ka yaha hona behad jaruri he , vrna iski haalat thik nhi ho skegi.ye bate sunkar me foran unke sath hospital gya.or apni us nadaan aashiqa ko dekha.vo behosh thi.uski haalat dekh kar meri aankho me aansu aa gye , or mene socha ki agr mene itna jyada chahne vali is nadaan mahbuba ka dil todkar kisi or se shadi ki , to me khud kbhi bhi apne aapko maaf nhi kar paauga.or me betahasha rone lga.us ladki ke ma baap muje tasalli dene lge.fir me chala gya.or mene apni mangetar ko fon kiya or use bulaya.vo foran chali aai.hamne kafi der tak baate ki , or mene use sari kahani batai or pucha ki ab tum hi batao me kya kru ? is nadaan ki mohabbat muje apni jaanib khinchti he.iska ye haal mujse dekha nhi jata.agr mene isse muh moda to shayad ye mr jaegi.or agr mene mangni todi to ghar vale nhi maanege.me kya kru ? to meri mangetar boli ki aap fiqr na kre sb thik ho jaega.is ladki se jyada mohabbat karne vali aapko puri duniya me nhi milegi.shayad yhi aapke liye bni he ,or ise is baat ka ahsaas bhi ho chukka he.ye ladki nadaan nhi he blki ye to bahut bdi aashiqa he.or is tarah ke aashiq bahut hi km peda hote he.aap mangni ki fiqr na kre , koi bahana karke me khud mangni tod dugi.me uski baate sunkar kuch sambhla.or uska bahut shukriya ada kiya.fir me use lekar hospital gya.vha usne us nadaan aashiqa ko dekha , or uske paas jakar uske kadam chume,or rone lgi.mene kaha ki kyu ro rahi ho ? to mangetar boli ki mene iski aankho me pyaar ka vo samandar dekha he , jo laila ki aankho me majnu ke liye tha ,ye baat mene kitaab me pdhi thi.fir mene apni mangetar ko rukhsat kiya.or us ladki ke ma baap se baat ki.'' Agr aapko koi etraaz nhi ho to me aapki is ladki se shadi karna chahta hu.ye sunkar ladki ka baap bola ki Saahab hme apni beti ki khushi chahiye or ye duniya me sirf aapke sath rahkar hi khush rah sakti he.mene unse apne liye us ladki ka hath maang kar rishta pakka kar diya.Ab muje sirf is baat ki fiqr thi ki me apne ghar valo ko kese manauga.2 din baad meri ma ka fon aaya vo boli ki tari mangni teri mangetar ne tod di he , vo kahti he ki vo kisi or ladke se pyaar karti he.ye sunkar meri aankho se khushi ke aansu chalak uthe.fir me apne ma baap ke paas gya or unko mene puri baat batai.pahle to vo teyaar nhi hue ki ladki ki umr jyada km he.or meri umr usse kai jyada.pr mene unko uski chahat ke bare me btaya , to vo aakhir maan gye.aakhir meri shadi us nadaan ladki se tay ho gai.abhi uski umr is vkt 17 saal ki thi or meri 30 saal.dhum dham se hmari shadi bhi hui. Vo itni khush thi ki jese use duniya ki sbse bdi dolat mil gai he.log hmare jode ko dekh kar bde hert jda the.mene ye fesla kiya ki me ek saal tk suhaag raat nhi manauga , kyu ki vo abhi km umr he.is ek saal me usne meri jo khidmat ki me byaan nhi kar skta.jis tarah ki bivi ke bare me me sochta tha , usse kai guna jyada behtar mene use paya.aaj me apne aapko behad khush naseeb samajhta hu , ki muje esi bivi mili.meri or uski pasand bilkul ek he.har chiz me hmari pasand milti he.chahe khana pina ho , kapde kharidna ho ya ghumna firna ho , har jagah hmari pasand milti he.Aaj muje is baat ka pura pakka ykeen ho gya he ki yahi vo ladki he jise mere liye banaya gya he.usne mujse itni mohabbat ki he jitni kisi ne kisi se na ki ho.ham ek pal ki judai bhi bardasht nhi kar sakte.ek din mene usse pucha ki tumne apne ham umr ladko ke bajay muje kyu pasand kiya ? to usne bdi masumiyat se ye javab diya ki me jb bhi aapko dekhti thi , muje dil me ye ahsaas hota tha ki yahi vo insaan he jinko mere liye banaya gya he.itna kahkar vo chup ho gai.or me uski tez najar or ruhani mohabbat pr hert jda hone lga.dosto , mene apni shadi ke baad 1 saal tk bivi ke hote hue bhi sbr kiya , or uske sath suhag raat nhi manaai.us 1 saal me ham dono ek dusre ke dil ke itne kareeb aa gye ki ek dusre ki chahat me doob gye.ek dusre ko achi tarah samajhne me kamiyaab rhe, fir jakar hamne apni suhaag raat manaai.kyu ki me nhi chahta tha ki me apne mze ke liye apni jaan se jyada chahne vali bivi ko is km umr me takleef du.isi vjaah se hamne 1 saal sbr kiya.or 1 saal ke baad jb ham kareeb se mile , us vkt dilo me jo ahsaas or jo mza paya , vo mza jald baji karke nhi pa sakte the.aaj hmari shadi ko 5 saal ho chuke.hmare ek ladka bhi he jo 2 saal ka he.bahut hi pyara , bilkul apni ma jesa.or aaj bhi ham dono miya bivi me utni hi mohabbat barkraar he jitni shadi se pahle thi.in 5 saalo me kbhi bhi meri bivi ne mera dil nhi dukhaya.na kbhi mene use daanta.ye he meri nadaan mohabbat jisne muje apne ishq me apni chahat me umr bhar ke liye baandh liya. Meri kahani agr aapko pasand aae to apni biviyo ko jarur sunana. Or E mails ke jariye batana.Good Bayyyyyy.

Pyare dosto, is vkt aapke saamne Raja.dubai ki likhi nai kahani '' Meri Nadaan mohabbt'' haazir he.ye meri aap biti nhi blki kisi dusre ki jindgi se mutaasir hokar mene likhi he. ummid he ki pasand aaegi.pasand aae to E mails jarur bhejna.jitna acha rispons aapka milega , utna acha likhne ki muje taqat milegi.Aap sabki khidmat or mashvre ke liye me haajir hu. friendship ke liye haazir hu.pichli kahani '' Uncle ki barbaad javani , or '' vo hri hri aankhe, inka bahut acha rispons mila, aapke E mails padhkar dil ko bahut khushi hui.kosish karuga ki inse bhi bahtar storys likh kar aapko bheju.Thanks…to All readers, … from Dubai , U.A.E . Writer - Raja.dubai86@yahoo.com